RSD: The ADHD Acronym You’ve Never Heard Of

Growing up, I was labeled a “sensitive” child. Criticism or perceived criticism was met with tears. I looked forward to my report cards as a kid. Finally, a written document that showed I was succeeding! This thought process followed me into my teen years. I had an outlet as a staff writer for my high school newspaper as well as being a member of the drama club. Early on, my writing set me apart from others (or in the very least I was the best of the bad writers). It was a way to communicate my thoughts and feelings without … Continue reading RSD: The ADHD Acronym You’ve Never Heard Of

China Doll

2am seems like my own witching hour. It is quiet and my mind is not. I have a need that despite my many sources, is not filled. When did I begin my spiral? I do not recall. I was on a search for a feeling, any feeling, other than the lovely numbness my medicine gave me. Though the dual powers inside myself were placated by an endless dosage of pills designed to quell my inner demons, there remained a shred of rebellion. On a logical plane, I am aware the damage my search causes. I am frozen, but for one … Continue reading China Doll