Don’t think you understand that I wanna care 
Don’t think you understand I’m on the edge of the bridge 

I’m on the precipice 

I don’t think you understand that I don’t wanna fall 

I’m one heartbeat away from losing it all 

I don’t think you understand 

That I wanna smile and I wanna dance 

But right now I barely stand a chance

I just wanna sleep 

I just wanna slumber 

I don’t think you understand I’m being pulled under 

I fight like hell to take a breathe again 

I fight like hell to not fall in 

I don’t think you understand my constant struggle

I don’t think you understand what it’s like to beg for your life on your knees 

To pray for relief 

I don’t think you understand 

I’m always on the edge 

I’m one heartbeat away and I scared I don’t stand a chance